scarfsinnocence:

i used to think bellamy was really attracted to clarke but this episode made me realize he’s is so in love with her and he doesn’t even know it, it’s crazy. he just knows that he cares about her and of course he cares about all of his friends but this is like a whole different level. we haven’t seen him so scared about losing someone in the past, he could only act like this for octavia. but he has never seen clarke as a sister or something like that. this is different. and there’s a breaking point on this episode: i can’t lose clarke.  everyone goes like ??? because he doesn’t show this kind of desperate emotions very often. he can’t believe he just said that, he can’t believe that just came out of his mouth. so he goes like we can’t lose her and looks at monty like “please don’t ask me about that because i don’t even know where the hell that came from i just need to find her and make sure she’s okay”. that moment meant so much to me, bellamy’s exposing these feelings for clarke for the first time. he cares. he cares more than what he can even understand.